It’s been revealed that tragic Jade Goody begged her mother to smother her with a pillow as she struggled to cope in her last days.

The 27-year-old was being nursed at home by her husband Jack Tweed and mother Jackiey Budden who’s told OK magazine how hard it was to see her daughter slipping away.

Jackiey Budden described it as “heartbreaking” adding, “We watched her slowly disintegrate. It was more heartbreaking than just seeing someone die”

“She wasn’t in any pain, but it’s horrible for the people around it.”

And Jackiey revealed that as she was dying, Jade asked her to end her life…

“If she was on a machine we’d have to turn it off, but when you’ve got cancer you don’t have a machine.

“She wanted me to put a pillow over her head. I really didn’t want to see her go that way” Jackiey said.

And in a TV interview on This Morning, Jackiey has said she’s planning a holiday with friends to recover from the trauma of her daughter’s illness and death.

“I’m not going away to get drunk or anything like that, I’m just going to chill out,” she said.

“I might have one cocktail on the beach, but I’m taking a gay friend of mine who is in remission at the moment.

“And he knew Jade since she was a baby so she’d love me to take him.

“She’d always say, ‘Mum, look after him’, so I’m going to do that. He had been there for us and he makes me laugh.”